FEB 2025

Second solo trip playlist.
Healing from a lifetime
of things I never thought
had fractured me so deeply

i walked alot on this trip.
it was cold and gloomy which made me feel the worst feelings but the sun came out on my last day there.

Most played:
Wings by So!YoON! & Phum
mei ehara
television off

JAN 2025

First solo trip playlist
Healing with every sad song.

Sorry you might feel the secondhand sadness

I felt it first hand.

DEC 2024

a loud hollow hole in my chest
for the first time
it felt like I could hear
the wind blowing
through and out of my being.

Most played: im sure there were more songs but it made me so sad to replay them that i deleted the whole playlist. i only remember listening to these three songs and it felt like i felt exactly what they were saying. i felt everything they were playing. i have never in my life felt this way about my feelings nor about music.

NOV 2024

It felt like I was in a dream
Yet everything that existed
was real

Most played : SUMIN